Yes,
I have done this before.
Indeed,
so many times!
I
get lost, bewildered and scattered,
then
I realize, 'Its not who I am',
I
then strive for that unseen,
I
then crave for that which
would
end all my cravings.
I
gather my broken pieces,
and
try to merge them together.
Merge
them into one that would make sense to my cravings.
That
which would make sense to my inner self.
I
strive to the goal, unthought-of before.
I
strive for the journey that has no itinerary.
I
walk, I cry, I fall and then I crawl.
Slowly,
I sense the fragrance,
I
sense the existence
and
I sense the root of my cravings.
Then,
I get up, walk and slowly run towards it.
The
happiness of finding you,
without
memory and a clue,
is
so beautiful and precious,
that
I do that again and again.
Just,
to find you once again.
I
dare to erase my memory of the journey,
So,
I can rediscover you one more time.
So,
I can experience the happiness of finding you as myself.
I
have done this before and I am doing this now.
With
the happiness, I experience with this,
I
can say safely, I will do this again.
I
will born hundred times, just to rediscover you again.
I
will go through hundreds of pain, just to see that light of yours.
I
will live it again, just to experience this LOVE.
The
love, that I was seeking everywhere and finally found within myself.
And
that love is just for YOU!
